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You are listening to Perspectives with Ashley Burgets.
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Welcome back to The Ashley Burgess Show formerly known as
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Live Your True Life Perspectives. And on today's show, we're
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going to be talking about gaslighting. We're going to be
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talking about manipulation, triangulization as well as narcissism. And I
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know that this is a lot to take on all
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at one time, but I think that right now it's
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more important than ever to discuss this type of topic
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because it's happening in a constant basis for most people,
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whether it's in their personal life, their professional life, or
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even around the world. It seems that gas lighting is
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a constant situation that many of us are dealing with.
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We constantly are being manipulated, and I feel like it's
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echoing strong when it's happening at the home, because it's
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just compounding from all the other sources that it's taking
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place in. So let's talk about gaslighting to begin with,
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because I think this is something that needs to be
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addressed first to really understand the concept we're talking about,
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because I think sometimes this gets really well, I guess
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it gets overlooked and when we're talking about gas lighting.
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And I know that this is a word that a
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lot of people use, and I understand that. And people
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are like, oh, it's so overused. Well, you know why
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it's overused. It's because it's happening all the time. Okay,
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it's happening on constant baselines. And gaslighting is a type
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of emotional and psychological abuse that revolves around entitlement and
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seeking to control another person.
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Okay, this is the deal.
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It's about trying to control somebody, trying to get them
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to doubt themselves line with intention, and gaslighting is something
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that's really good at making somebody question themselves. It's very
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detrimental to the psyche and it's just something that is
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absolute abuse. And it might not be physical, you know,
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like when somebody's gaslighting you, they're not punching you. But
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gaslighting is real, okay, And it's happening all the time now,
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and a lot of times it's going under the radar
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because it's happening in ways that you don't even know.
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And so you know, there's five types of gaslighting. That's
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something that we want to talk about. And the first
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type of gaslighting that I want to bring up is lies. Okay,
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it's the concept of the lies when when we're dealing
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with gaslighting, we're dealing with people changing and augmenting the
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truth to benefit them. Okay, So when somebody lies about something, right,
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they're denying something or they're refusing to admit the truth
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about something even when there's evidence to prove the fact
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that they're lying. And we see this all the time.
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I mean, many of you are dealing with this in
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your personal life. You're dealing with this in your marriage.
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Maybe you have a parent dynamic that is constantly gaslighting
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you and changing the narrative of what the reality is.
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In the in the in the exact moment.
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We also are dealing with it on a bigger picture, right,
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We're dealing with it on a constant basis in society,
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on social media and our government and everything else that's happening.
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There's constantly something said that's not true, and then you're
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gas lit and you start believing these lies. But if
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if you go against the lies or you say that
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that's not true, then you're you know, you're deemed a loser,
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or you're deemed that you're making this up, or that
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you have some sort of mental illness. You know, another
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type of gaslighting is manipulation, and that is what we're
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gonna be talking about today. You know, how it really
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goes hand in hand is when you manipulate somebody, you're
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trying to control them, You're using tactics to control them,
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you're trying to gain advantage over them, and you're trying
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to create confusion and doubt within that person as well.
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If I manipulate you properly, right, If I'm manipulating you
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properly and I'm doing it right, I got you so
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discombobulated and confused. You don't know what's up and you
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don't know what's down. Okay, so this is perfect because
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I can pull whatever I want to pull. I've gotten
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you so questioning your own reality that you don't even
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know what's going on anymore. You stop being detective and
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you start having to actually just take care of yourself
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and try to self soothe and try to figure it out.
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And that's when you know you're in a real caustic,
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toxic environment. You know.
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Another type of gas lighting is what we call scapegoat.
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I know everybody's heard a scapegoat. Many of you have
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also heard of the black sheep. Right, black sheep and
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scapegoat go hand in hand. So if you're a black
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sheep of the family, you understand everything has been put
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on you. All the blame and all the problems and
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all the responsibility is on you. If you're in a
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marriage where you can't do anything right, where literally everything
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is about you, you are the problem. You are the issue.
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The other person does no wrong, you are the scapegoat.
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And I know that a lot of you are dealing
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with this. You've probably been dealing it with it from childhood.
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You dealt with it in the family dynamic. You were
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the scapegoat. You were the black sheep. And then now
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here we are in your marriage or in this relationship,
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and there you are becoming the scapegoat again.
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Corrosion is another thing too, where you pressure someone using
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threats or force into doing something that they wouldn't otherwise do.
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Coercion is also used a lot of time in the
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concept of shame and g okay, so I'm gonna shame
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you into doing something. I'm gonna shame you into doing
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something that you wouldn't obviously do otherwise. And a good
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example that I see with a lot of my clients
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in the last reason, like three years, is that the
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other person in the relationship is shaming them to get
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material items that my client maybe can afford, but honestly
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it's changing their financial trajectory based on buying these things.
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For example, people wanting plastic surgery, cars, houses, whatever that is.
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And the person's over there thinking, gosh, I don't I
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don't have enough money. I have kids over here I'm
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trying to support. Now, I'm trying to support this girl
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or this guy or whatever it is, and it's it's
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and they shame you into doing things. Well, you know,
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if you I guess you're just you know, you're just poor,
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or I guess you're just cheap, you know. I mean,
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if you really care for me and love me, you
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would do this. I mean, my ex would take care
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of all of these things. But I guess you just
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don't have the ability to do so. And so they
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end up shaming you and coerce you into doing these
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things that really, honestly, you don't want to do. It's
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not in your best interest and you know it as
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you're doing it, but they're shaming you and guiltying you
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into it, and you know, for a fact that these
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same people at the tables returned would not give you
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these items, would not take care of you financially, and
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would also make you do it. So it's interesting how
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they they like to they like to make you say, oh, well,
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if I was in your position, I would take care
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of you. But I find that, well, not not true
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at all. One last aspect that I want to talk
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about gaslight as specifically as far as types are concerned,
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is trivializing situations, you know, making things small, minimizing them
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or and people trivialize your feelings, They trivialize your emotions,
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they trivialize your experiences. They trivialize your age and your past.
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You see that many times when people get married to
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or in relationships with people that have a great difference
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in age.
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So let's say, like, you know, somebody gets married to
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ors in a relationship with someone that's like, you know,
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twenty years you know, younger, and that young person's over there,
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you know, trivializing the experience that the other person has had,
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you know, also putting them down for their age and
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what have you, but also minimizing the other person's feelings.
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One of the best ways to gaslight somebody is to
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make them believe that one, they're off target and they're wrong.
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But the second thing that's interesting is when you can
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get that person to actually, you know, not even believe
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their own emotions, not even believe or minimize their own
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emotions because they have been minimized for so long. And
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so you know, I know that a lot of y'all
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have dealt with this and have had have dealt with
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gaslighting in a relationship. It doesn't feel good, you know,
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and a lot of the results from gaslighting are pretty painful.
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I mean, these gaslighting results, you know, gets you to
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question yourself. You have trouble making any decisions on what
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to eat, what to drink, where to go, what to do.
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your actions that are causing the problem. And and you know,
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I find that very interesting too, because you know, when
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you're looking at that type of thing, you know, it's like, okay,
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you know, I I I I'm questioning myself because I've
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been in this relationship so long that I'm starting to wonder,
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you know, what's up and what's down. I'm also doing
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a lot of self blaming, because that's part of it too,
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is because remember, the narcissist is going to get you
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to believe that you're the problem, you're the issue, and
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to blame you and not them. That's part of the
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way that it works. That's why the narcissism is so problematic.
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And I know some of you will say, oh, there's
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not that many narcissists out there, Well, you know what,
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you're wrong. Okay, you're wrong. There's a lot of narcisses
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out there. Yes, there's a lot of people that just
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have a few symptoms and signs of narcisism. Most of
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us have at least one or two, right, But I'm
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talking about the full on ancelada and this exists, and
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you know, there's also a combination. There might be other
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things you know, at play at that time. It might
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not be straight narcissism. Okay, there is dual diagnosis. There
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are issues here. But thinking about that, the other thing
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is that when you're walking on eggshells around that person,
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like everything is an issue.
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You know, you get home one minute.
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After six o'clock and it's a problem, and then they
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cause a problem for four or five hours and gaslight
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you manipulate you about how you don't care about them,
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and you don't care about their time, and you don't
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care about this, and you don't care about that, even
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though they don't work, even though you know one minute's
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not a big deal. But it's a way of finding
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a problem with you so they don't have to look
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internally at their own.
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Issues, which they have a lot of issues.
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Another aspect, too, is that you start getting to the
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point where you stay quiet. Okay, you stay quiet because
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you're scared. You stay quiet because when you express your
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feelings and believes they're either made fun of, they're belittled,
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they're looked down upon their question.
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you've been gaslight for a long time and you're in
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the and you're in the presence of a narcissist, you
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have to remember that you're going to question and your feelings,
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your judgments and observations now more than ever. You're not
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even gonna trust yourself anymore.
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That's why it's so it's so highly successful, okay, is
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that they get you to question your own self. So
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now you're in an eternal battle with yourself. You're no
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longer battling with them anymore. Yes, you're walking on eggshells,
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and you're well, if I don't do this, they won't
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get mad at me. If I get home on time,
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they won't yell at me. You know, if I get
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them alcohol or I go get them this, they'll be
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nice to me for an hour or so. So there
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you are coddling and codependant in this situation. At the
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same time, anytime you make a comment, you're questioning your
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belief system, your judgment because they're making fun of you
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or making you feel as though you're not worthy.
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This all leads into this problematic situation. You begin to
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doubt your memories. You doubt the recall of the events
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that happen because they start making things up, like, for example,
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you weren't there for me on this day three years ago, okay,
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and so you get to hear about that when and
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then if you go back, it was interesting. I had
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a client recently where you know their significant other was
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bounding determines. You make this the issues back in July
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of twenty twenty two, you did this to me and
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it was on these dates and these were the times.
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And I said, go back to your phone and go
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into your phone and look at your photos, and I
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want you to see where you were on those exact dates.
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They were on a vacation. They were on a vacation together.
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Everything that was being said by their partner was a lie.
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It was a complete fabrication of reality, generated to make
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this person feel bad when in reality, they had spent
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money on a very nice trip and they were on
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a trip for seven days. Again, they made you doubt
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your reality. They made you believe, oh, I must have
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been a jackass. I must have been gone and didn't
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take care of them.
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Where was I? Where would I've been?